dawn-fennie

After Birth Life-

2011-09-07T01:21:00.003+08:00

Me & Baobei

This is me!

My LOVE.FATE- MY EVERYTHING

2011-09-07T01:11:00.003+08:00

My Little D family <3

Desmond, Dylis, Dawn, Dylan

Daddy D & Meimei D

Dylis & Dylan

Dylis Koh Tian En (meimei)

Dylan Koh Tian Le (korkor)

5 3 4 2

This is my life.fate.

My EVERYTHING!

Only 11 more days to go!

2011-07-06T01:46:00.002+08:00

OMG! Only left with 11 more days!

Eh. Nervous? Of cos! LOL.

Although is my second one but still as nervous and is as nervous as the first one.

WHY?

I don know?!

I think is because I alr know how the whole process go..

So I will be more nervous?

LOL. Lame -.-

Same as last time.

Confinement will be done by mummy

but with the help of my maid.

As Dylan now is in his new cc.

My maid will be damn super free.

Lets talk about Dylan :)

Is his forth days in his new cc.

1st day, still ok.

He waved goodbye when I said byebye.

In the noon time teacher call and ask if I wanna

bring him home, cos is only the first day.

Kids will tends to have home sick.

But I never as I believe my brave boy can overcome it!

When MIL fetch him that evening, teacher told MIL.

He nap till half way wake up and look for mummy(Heart sour!)

2nd day, Not that lucky!

He cried and said he don wanna go sch.

3rd day, Same thing.

Refuse to go into his class when reached.

I bring him back around 3pm as there's a party

at Carol place. When my maid reach the cc.

She saw Dylan lying in the mat and looking at the celling.

I guess he really miss home :(

4th day, AGAIN!

Refuse to let my maid leave.

I know it take time. But hopefully he can really adapt to it.

He look so restless when he reach home.

I guess he cant nap in the afternoon.

Without his chou chou and tutu.

I think he missed home.

Poor boy! But what to do?

JYJY MY SWEETHEART BOY!

My only worries is I cant give him the attention he want

after Dylis is out. :(

DDD + D

2011-06-07T15:06:00.004+08:00

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The Little DDD + D

DESMOND/DAWN/DYLAN+DYLIS

Dylan ♥

2011-06-07T14:48:00.004+08:00

Enroll Dylan to My first skool @ Serangoon.

Cos Toapayoh all full gonna wait till their new cc open in Sept

then can transfer over.

So meanwhile FIL will bring and fetch him from school.

So lucky to have sucha nice PIL.

Really feel very grateful to have them ^^

This boy really will make the whole house upside down.

Sofa damage! Gate damage!

New toy life spend 30 min to 4 days.

Really hope after Dylis is out he will behave.

And act like a big brother.

Dylan, fav girl!

(above) Little Xuan xuan. Damn cute!

D's with his new motor bike. Brought it from Gmarket! Only $84.90!

(Above) ti ko Dylan with Delia.

DDDD - ♥

Only 39 More days to go..

2011-06-07T14:05:00.007+08:00

Only 39 more days to go.

This month have to clear all my off in liue.

Got too many days already.

Will start my ML on 1st July :)

So I have lots of time to touch u my blog and update a little more often.

Shall update more on the Dylis for this post.

Still unable to do a 3D scan due to this naughty girl

always playing hide & seek with us!

So no choice. Ah Phua say if next appt still unable to scan

then we have to wait till she's born then can see le.

Maybe she wanna give us surprise.

But pray and hope she look like her Daddy lah!

With big eyes and sharp nose^^

Just kidding, As long as she healthy will do!

Alright, Below are my pregnancy progress..

But I think those who have me in fb alr see till sian le.LOL

Here we GOOOOO!

(above) 26 weeks 3 days

(above) 27 weeks

(above) 28 weeks

(above) 29 weeks

(above) 29 weeks 4 days

(above) 30 weeks 2 days

(Above)

(above) 31 weeks 1 days

(above) 32 weeks

(above) 33 weeks

(above) 34 weeks

Above pic is taken by iphone 4. So is not very clear.

57 more dayssss to go!

2011-05-20T15:28:00.003+08:00

Is baby birthday on the 22nd ~

But as usual like the past 3 years. He will go to work :(
He said is just a normal day, work is more impt.
Yay.. My workaholic husband!

A 26 years old big man but still behave like a kiddo.
Love him maxxxxx~

Little Princess D is 31 weeks & 6 days.
57 more days to goooo ^^

Alright, GTG! Byeeee...

30WEEKS

2011-05-15T16:20:00.002+08:00

Someone leave a comment said Tian En is a boy name..
Does it sound like boy? En is Rui En de "En" I think ok mah.

Dylis is 31Weeks today^3
Another 9 more weeks and I will be able to see my Pricess.D
Excited MAXXXXXX!

Went for 3D scan last week but Little D.
refuse to show us her face and keep on hiding.
But through side view we saw her yawnning^
Cute si le nah!
She is becoming more and more active.
Kicking more and more hard.
And I do have hard time sleeping and toilet run is like
1hour 1time at night.
Make me so tired everyday!

And Dylan boy is also very excited about his Little mei mei.
He will greet me, (morning mummy, morning Dylis meimei)
awwww.. So cute! And he like to kiss my tummy and talk to his mei mei.

Hopefully after Dylis is born he can really dote on his mei mei
that much.

Gonna send Dylan to full day child care on July.
So at least confinement period Lynn can help out mummy.

Alright, Shall update soon!
Sorry is all words post. Want picture?
Add me in FB^^
But leave a message first.

Byeeeeeeeee ^3

27 weeks & 5 days - Princess(D)

2011-04-22T00:31:00.003+08:00

Using my iPhone to blog now.

Went to see ah Phua ytd. He say everything is good.
Without fail he will ask me "你知道你的是girl le hor?"
I reply "我知道阿，不过我每来一次你讲一次我会比较放心".

Btw Ah Phua is my gyane. His name is Phua Soo Mear?
So we call him Ah Phua. Lol.

Went lulu baby shower ytd. Less then 1 hour!
Cos Dylan make me damn pissed off with him.
I really hope after Dylis is out, he will be better.
Really bth him. But at the same time never fail to make me smile.
Cheeky little monster <3

Alright, shall update again soon ^^ 86more days to go!

91 More days to go..

2011-04-16T16:26:00.002+08:00

It been 2159752251414days since I last blog.

As usual , Too lazy/busy/tired to blog.

But I think if after Dylis girl is out I will blog more as confinement sure bored ttm!

Des said he prefer Dylis then Dyliss.
Cos DYLAN is only 5 letter .
So he want Dylis as is also 5 letter.
Same as Dylan.

91 more days to the arrival of my little princess D.

A lot of cust said my stomach very small.
But I hope is normal, gonna ask Ah Phua on my next check up.
Cant't wait to have my 3D scan.
Wonder will Princess D. look like Des or me?

Alright, Shall blog soon. No picture as I'm using work PC.

LOVE..
My 3D :)

2011-03-09T00:09:00.004+08:00

I'm super lazy to blog! So lazy to on my lappy..

GOOD NEWS TO SHARE!

My 4th D's is DD GIRL :)

Happy max can!!!

So I can close my factory after giving birth.

We will name DD girl,

DYLISS KOH TIAN EN ^^

Going for detain scan tmr,

what if doc said is a BOY?!

That the reason why I still controlling

myself from buying pinky pinky bb stuff.

If is really a boy then Dylan boy clothes wont be

waste. DD boy can wear!

So either BOY or GIRL is the same lah. Right?

Healthy is the most impt thing.

-.-!

The orange boy ^^

DD girl @ 19 weeks

133 Days

Consider small or big?

My sleeping HERO! Heart him ttm.

W.O.M.A.N

2011-02-08T12:24:00.006+08:00

Anybody miss me? LOL.

Xiao DD is now 122 Days (17weeks and 3Days)

I'm so excited to know about Xiao DD gender :)

Out of sudden , I have the feel to post about this~

When we have kids.

We tend to be overly contended and used to

our lifestyle & feel that taking care of

husband and family is our responsibility, so husband &

baby become our main focus in life...

Till sometime we forget about ourselves.

So women must really find a husband that

willing to always put you in the first place

then any other things.

Like me, Des always forget about me due to his work.

So I will always help him find a reason to

overcome myself. (etc)

Is good that he is working hard for our future,

So is ok that I don get any text or call from him.

But still I do feel sad :(

Whatever! I'm not young girls that can anyhow throw

my attitude. sometime to avoid quarrel we have

to keep everything to ourselves, even how unhappy we are.

But still we have to know. There still a long way to go.

A relationship wont be happy always.

P.S

Thanks for loving me !

A new year , a new start

2011-01-02T20:31:00.003+08:00

Xiao DD IS 85 Days (12week & 1Day)

I seriously put on hell lots of weight! :(

So sad when I look into the mirror.

Hopefully I will be able to slim down after
Xiao DD is out.

Not forget about Little Dylan too.
He's preparing to go to his play group
ON TUESDAY!
Hooray! I guess I'm more excited then him ya.

2 more month to know Xiao DD gender <3
Whether is bb girl or bb boy..
Remember must be a healthy bb.
Mummy , Daddy & Dylan can't wait to let you join
our Little 4 D's Family.

21 Jan gonna go back Kovan and see Dr. Phua
and also see Xiao DD lo :)

Happy 2011 !

2010-12-22T17:14:00.005+08:00

Xiao DD -
Is 76 Days now!
10 weeks & 6 days :)

Soon I will be finishing my 1st trimester.

And my second pregnancy is not as good as my first.

I feel like vomited all the times.

I feel tired all the times.

And I need to go to the toilet at least 10 times a day.

I use to hate drinking cold stuff before pregnant but now w/o cold drink
I can't eat and I rather don eat.

Hopefully my 2nd trimester , everything will turn good :)

Choosen my gyane and hospital for Xiao DD.

Gonna visit gyane this week &
Will be giving birth at Mount A .

Ya, Stephenie is also pregnant!
Hers is 2weeks smaller then Xiao DD.

We are gg to the same gyane and hospital!

This is what good friend called?
Even tio also tio tgt right?

HAHA..

Can't wait to see my Xiao DD <3

Happy happy :)

2010-12-02T17:03:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA...

Good news to share with all of you.

I'm pregnant again!

Little D is now 56Days (Exactly 8 weeks)

Of cos we do hoping for a girl, but healthy is the most impt things :)

Everyone in the family is excited about it!

But the problem now is... Should I go back KKH?

Des said KKH waste time and service suck ttm.

Thomson? Sil just give birth there and said super dirty and ex.

Mount A? TBL said is good and I went there to visit her
that time when, she give birth to qq. Clean and the food look nice!

So how how how? Any adv? intro?

P/S
Complete of the 4D in the Koh family <3

My All

2010-09-15T01:22:00.010+08:00

Dating with Baby for 4years 4months.

In this 4years, we married & have little Dylan.

Right, You may say is short gun but is doesn't matter now.

Soon we will have our own flat and maybe a 2nd baby.

We tried to let each other happy and

accept each other bad habit.

We believe everything is fated and we cherish.

We started dating when I was 18 and

He is only 21.

We both understand this is not gonna be REAL!

But still we walked through.

We stand by each other , Listen to each other.

There's time when I wanted to give up due to my

Personal Emotion. (I'am a super emo-person)

When I found out I was preg,

I was like: OMG! I am only 20.

Do we really have future?

God make us to be husband & wife.

He gave us a lovely son.

There must be a reason.

So young couple, young parent.

Be contended for what you have.

Don't compare!

Others maybe driving a BMW ,

Wearing branded from head to toe.

But you have what they don have,

P/S

Think far, think smart!

My advice :)

300 Post On Blogger.

2010-09-13T01:58:00.013+08:00

This is my 300 post!!!

Time pass real fast!

Next month Dylan will turn 2.

The cute little cheeky boy never fail to make my day :)

He wipe my tears, hold my hand and say

"Mommy, No scare No scare".

Thanks GOD!

I think I gonna stop my factory liao.

Maybe one is enough?

Although my wish is to have 4 Kids before I turn 28.

LOL.

My 22nd Birthday celebration was LOVE.

Feel all the love from my ladies.

Book a hotel room @ Holiday inn.

BIG THANKS TO ALL.

And they mark my wish list again :)

The sad things was Baby went to Hongkong

for his company trip on the 14 - 18 Aug.

So this is the 4th birthday that he was not w me.

& I found myself a good friend.

That the reason why I stop blogging for so long.

That was TWITTER!

I happy I Tweet, I not happy I Tweet.

All I have to do is TWEET TWEET TWEET.

Alright, Enjoy the picture below.

Not all as almost all had alr uploaded to FB.

(Above) GONG ZAI MIAN.

(Above) Hello Kitty YAN YAN!

Baby brought it back from HK.

DDDDDDD ..

H E L L O !

2010-09-10T20:05:00.002+08:00

Anyone misses me? LOL.

Sorry ppl too lazy and busy to update :)

Really happy with what I have now.

HAHAHA..

Cute Son , Loving Mother , Cheeky Husband
&
Caring Friends.

Bye.. Will Update soon.

宇宙 po po !

2010-06-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

This two month alot of things happen.
I can see who care and who love me :)
so I decide to forgive and forget.
Well, of cos Baby thanks for everything and
understanding <3 you many many !

As for one of my bff , the only things now.
Make the right choice girl. We will cry together & laugh together.
We know how you feel and there's nothing we can help.
Is tough, we know! I been through all this too.
_|_ the bitch!

For the past few days, I am feel that I gonna die!
Food poisioning is killing me. I will never go to the steamboat res anymore.
Is hell surffering can.

I love to go work everyday. Is much more better then vivo :)
at least I feel no stress :) love the girls! They are so nice.

P/s
know where you stand!

2010-06-06T22:46:00.007+08:00

There is a ghost in my room.

When I open up my lappy , I saw this photo in my folder!

Guess what. I ask Constance isit you but she say NO!

Is not me. I really never take this. Is not me!

And now she is laughing like crazy.

-.- Omfg! Somebody pls save her.

A pretty little girl with a 18 years old thinking. Cool!

P/s

I Love Eggs Tart!

2010-05-25T02:56:00.002+08:00

I am a sick chicken!

Sick for 4 days & I'm still sick.

Did not went to the doctor. :)

I believe rest more and I will recover!

I hate to consult.

So I will be the doctor of my own. Lalala..

Hopefully I can start work soon <3

P/s

My sexy baby!

2010-05-23T11:11:00.002+08:00

I am sick! Down with fever, cough & flu.
So gonna 隔离 with Dylan.
Gonna stay over at mummy place.
妈妈万岁，万岁，万万岁!

Will be missing little Dylan and Baby!
Wondering if Baby will be miss me too?

Cos it make no diff if I am at home or not,
he still will be facing his PS3 all night long.
But when I said this he say "it make a diff".
Heart melt!!!!

<3 dawn tai , pls bless me to recover soon!

2010-05-21T12:36:00.002+08:00

Sometime I don wish to talk.

So PLEASE just leave me alone!

如果！

2010-05-21T00:19:00.002+08:00

Count down one more day to baby birthday.
Yet I can do nothing for him cos I am super broke now!

Interview tmr at 11 !
Meet up with the girls tmr and dinner with 9.co!

Ok. Gonna sleep now! Night world :)

P/s
my sweetest dream.

好讨厌，就是睡不着！

2010-05-20T05:06:00.003+08:00

Been staying at home doing nothing,
for the past 2week! Arghhh..

I totally hate it cos I gain another 1kg.
By next week I think I will be able to start
my new jobs in the new company :)

Super bad news!
Little Dylan is sick for the past 4 days.
Went to kkh 2time and the 2nd then recover.
Seriously tok ppl $$$! Puei..

But glad that little D's had recover now!
Is really hurt to see him suffer.

The time now is 5:12am !
I still can't get to sleep lah.
Both big D'ds and little D's is sleeping now.

Alright, I must force myself toooooo..

With <3 / Dawn - fennie

2010-05-11T15:16:00.003+08:00

Hi,

I am Jobless now.

Staying at home everyday to be a housewife?

Nono..

I don look like one cos I have been doing nothing then sleeping!

-.- This is not my wish too!

But I just don know what I want to work and do.

My head start to grow mushroom.

TBL wedding is finally over.

Is so tiring but fun and looking at my dearest girl

from Miss Tan to Mrs Lim is one of the greatest things.

Our Miss Audrey Chia caught the flower again.

LOL. Wonder when is Little A coming?.

The 3 of them (Steffie, Sophia, Audery)

is now at Taiwan. Enjoying ah?

I am all alone in Sg doing nothing. :(

My Ex Lover is getting married, Congrats!

And be a god husband and father!

So people, If you have any job to intro pls let me know ya.

Thanks A Million :)

P/S

God Bless Me.

2010-05-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

My iphone is dead! I am like so lost connection to the world now!
No facebook, no more twitter, no more whatapps and no more American next top model!
FML!

Work hard , DawnTai!

2010-04-24T01:19:00.010+08:00

I had been a very good wife & mum.

Because I stop going to the club for 3 week. HAHA.

2 more week to TBL wedding and I' am damm excited can!

Woohoo... Next year will be? Audrey and Alex?

Sophia & Boy? Steffie & Eugene? :)

Work is not good for me. Is already 2 whole fucking month

and I still got no result at all. FML!

I know I have to work hard to get best result but

something is blocking me. I can't just do it!

Sound like I am doing something bad but is not.

Seriously, I feel stress now.

Gonna start to look for new job soon! tsktsk.

The only things that could make me smile is only

seeing my baby Dylan growing to be a big boy :)

He is really the best gift from God!

I must work hard for him to give him the best

that I can. Promise!

P/S

Maybe .....

2010-04-08T12:48:00.010+08:00

This few day had been spending time with baby.

We can't stop arguing when we saw each other!

LOL. Look like eh eh.. So Cute la.

Thurs - Fishing with baby & co.

Fri - Home

Sat - Sabai sabai

Sun - Town

There alot of couple getting married this years.

So this weekend will be attending Tian Song wedding.

Next month TBL wedding.

How I wish I can married to baby again. LOL.

Another 8 more years? maybe.

Alright, gonna go work now.

P/S

I will always ........

2010-03-26T12:50:00.005+08:00

Slept at 10pm yesterday night.

Wanted to wait for Baby but I was too tired.

Can someone pls turn my voice to sweet and lovey?

Co.call is hard for me because I've a man-ly voice.

Ppl will scare that I might be a lady boy? LOL.

Alright, lunch time over!

Meeting TBL,Lynn,Steffie,Sophia & so so so..

Tonight~

(BELOW) Some Zhilian Pic. LOL..

P/s

Let Have Some Fun.

2010-03-25T20:23:00.005+08:00

Hi people I am back again!

Baby surprise or rather shock me yesterday :)

He know is time to dote me le? I am just kidding.

He dote me all the while.

Listening to a song which make me feel very sad.

A song that remind me that day, that night.

The first night where i have sleep alone.

The first night i felt so lonely and left out.

The day you say i am selfish.

The day i said divorce.

And you give in again.

Thanks . Desmond Koh!

The husband of Dawn`

The Father of Dylan`

Thanks for always giving me bad comment .

Thanks for saying me fat & ugly .

But still ...

Scold me when my skirt is too short.

Scold me for not spending your money.

Scold me for skipping supper with you.

I know : You Love Me Just Like How I Love You!

P/S

请让我一直这样的幸福好吗？

2010-03-19T15:21:00.003+08:00

Shall do a little update.

Congrat TBL!

She is getting married on th 8th of May :)

woohoo.. another nice girl of mine who is taken up.

so excited for her as her wedding will be very grand.

100 table = 1000 guest

10 sister as for brother i think more then 10.

Congrat baby!

He Tio 4D la.

but money come fast , money spent fast too.

alright some picture to show ;

(above) My cute little king!

(above) My new Job !

P/S

i love everything that happen now.

Hi People

2010-03-12T00:55:00.004+08:00

Dear Readers, Sorry for not updating my blog.

I had change a new job and i am really so busy+tired!

Will update real soon when i free :)

Cheers,

Dawn

P/S

everyone have their way of living,

so why do we care?

Happy Family Day

2010-01-19T12:53:00.021+08:00

Zoo Trip on 01 Jan 2010.

spend our whole afternoon in the zoo.

was fun looking at dylan expression and

is so tiring to look after him -.-

this cute little bb really bring joy in our life.

so baby said shall we have little tian en soon?

HAHAHAHA..

Little dylan is sick for the past few days

down with fever,flu and cough.

seriously break my heart!

and i can do nothing .

upcoming event will be CNY.

and baby not going to accompany us this year! :(

meaning he wont be coming back home for a few days?

alright. gonna bring dylan to shop for his CNY clothes.

daddy and bb

P/S

always..

good/bad

2010-01-14T01:11:00.005+08:00

a bad news for me/everyone that work in WTVS!

but is a happy thing for greg that finally he walk out.

i don know how to express my feeling moreover

we are like a big family and play important parts

in each other, i depend on them alot ;(

tmr morning gonna go office -.-

then back to shop again.

i think is time for me to think what is the best for me.

im 22 years old but ive nothing!!! WTH!

time is running out and my dylan is growing.

God! Pls i need a chance.

P/s

target !

Loving is never a waste of time.

2010-01-09T13:27:00.003+08:00

3 years 8 month.

said long also not very long,

said short also not very short.

we build up trust,

create our own little family.

what more can i ask for?

you're the best hubby.

ILOVEYOU!

dadadada

2010-01-09T13:08:00.006+08:00

bring dylan to zoo on wed and finally is our own family day !

celebrate sophia 22nd birthday @ k suites too.

have fun and k suites is really best! LOL.

im really super lazy to upload picture now.

so slow and so many -.-

next birthday celebration will be

charlie/bl/jayden.

wooohooo..

and and CNY is coming again.

gonna bao ang bao :(

P/S

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

Happy !!!

2010-01-05T19:03:00.004+08:00

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year!

sorry reader! im so so so busy.

busy partying , busy watch dvd! LOL.

after after 14days of work finally is my off day.

Dfly,PH,neverland,sabai.

and baby is busying with his L4D,

he come home at 6plus in the morning,power!

something happy to share!!!

baby brought for me pop chu lai :)

meaning diamond ring which i have be nagging.

suoer happy but at the same time i feel super heart pain.

cos waste money again, stupid!

P/S

only you!

sabai de mai

2009-12-23T01:56:00.021+08:00

sabai on monday night with the ladies.

was like so long since i enjoy myself so much!

sophia said now is breaking season.

which mean a lot of couple is breaking up!

another 1 day will be x'mas

so santa pls let all the loves one be together!

this years xmas same old place again PH with the gang.

this year we have gift exchange!

theme for the night? im still thinking.

new year celebration? seriously no ideal

and hopefully 2010 will be a better year for

EVERYONE!

P/S

tattoo your name across my heart !

DKYT . DTSF

2009-12-19T00:56:00.004+08:00

baby went for mj &

im alone at home tonight :(

have the feel to club or

might as well said have the mood to get drunk?

LOL.

this one month let me learn a lot of things.

good / bad ?

hahahahaha...

baby text me today and ask me this :

"do you think im a useless father?"

i reply this :

"you should ask dylan not me."

so i call him & tell him this :

you are a good daddy is only

you don spend enough time with

the family all you know is

work, work & work!!!

and he said :

i will the rest of my life time

to you and dylan!

LOL! SO funny is like 187627553 years

since he said this kind of things to me!

feel a warmth happiness for a moment.

I Love You

DKYT -

P/S

togetherness`

Only Love -

2009-12-18T01:25:00.007+08:00

steffie coming back in Jan 2010.

finally can work with her and see her everyday!!!

baby & i will b going to a mini honeymoon :)

as my passport is not ready yet.

think gonna wait till a year later then i can

go oversea with the girls -.-

okkk!! all my girls is nagging a me!

im so so so SORRY OK!

i hope before i will have my own house at 24years old

by then maybe little dylan sis/bro is out. LOL!

i really think too much can.

i already think of my future babies names.

is a secret!

P/S

if only love can said.

2009-12-18T00:39:00.003+08:00

ZOUK OUT is not FUN AT ALL!

maybe not for me ?

i & bl left sentosa at 12.30am

that night and headed to chinatown

another thai disco to meet up with baby.

left around 2 and have supper then home :) ZzZz..

Next monday shall go sabai-ing with darling.

super long never club with her. kinda missed?

missed the closeness we have in the past.

now both of us seriously driff apart.

i can't get into her world anymore :(

X'MAS is coming and im gonna

celebrate it with all my lovely babe @

POWERHOUSE. LOL!

i need to be as young as i can :)

before i've to get chase out of PH.

New Year? No ideal yet.

but hope year 2010 will be a

good year to EVERYONE!

seriously i hate being hamburger.

be it to who and be it to what.

it real suck and will cos alot of

MISUNDERSTAND

with your close one!?!?!?

i swear i won't be a hamburger anymore!

ZOUK OUT 2009!

2009-12-12T15:50:00.002+08:00

Meeting the girls later and to ...

Zouk Out! first time go sure blur de.

hope we will really enjoy ourself :)

anw the ticket is free so ok la.

will be back with lots of picture,

if im not lazy to upload :p

P/S

why are we doing this?

2009-12-09T15:37:00.011+08:00

I think my blog is going to die soon.

been coming back home late :(

&&& im like so lazy to blog now.

i forgotten what i 've done

for this whole week le !!!

Sat- Le Bar to celebrate ah bee bd.

kan funny things is Mr ZL is

drunk b4 ah bee-.-

forget to take cam out that day

so no pictures to show.

baby always : 3 second,5 second de.

so bad lo wanna make me drunk!

but end up he is even more high then me .

OK. this all i can remember and

this coming SATURDAY !!!

ZOUK OUT WITH ALL MY BABE!

we gonna have real fun then :)

Picture taken on last tues.

waiting for baby to knock of at PP.

(above) bring dd for a haircut.

(above) it cost $20, i think is worth it.

MIL said is too ex.

(above) don he look like a big boy?

(above) when i said, dd kiss mummy.

he trying to "LC" with me. OMG!

i & baby .

P/s

Is about Karma!

2009-12-04T18:33:00.003+08:00

I'M FEELING VERY EMO!

this few days.

i just want to cry like a babies.

as loud as i can ..

P.S

rewind back.

2009-11-30T00:00:00.005+08:00

27 / nov

sabai-ing with bobo, xiaomei & co.

and down to orchard tower.

saw ben teo there and glad that

his new job is good for him :)

28 / nov

primary school garthering yesterday night

at downtown east. so much things to talk about! LOL.

follow by Le Bar II with baby & co.

saw sophia there too.

going to Le Bar was like going to taka com,

so many lion dance people there.

tues my off day! where should i go?

my blog song name is

Zui Hou Yi Ci

can search from youtube.

P/s

你答应我的我都记得但是你却忘了你的承诺 ...

A song to share -

2009-11-26T01:29:00.003+08:00

been doing kpo at baby sin tua

and he have not been coming back home

for 4 days/night!

yesterday went kitty lab with

sophia,steffie & bl.

picture to be upload soon :)

this few days while staying

at home at night alone,

i've been wondering how will

we know if we really love that

person a lot?

and the answer is :

only when the one you love,

leave you then you will know

how impt they are to you!

so here a song to share with all of you!

2009-11-21T01:33:00.003+08:00

ANYONE MISS ME?

skip 1 week of blogging and spend

the night out with baby & co.

movie , supper , clubbing & acc baby for training.

so tonight while baby go neverland and enjoy ,

i shall stay home blogging!

seriously im super not happy about it.

will paid him back double.

so 1 month no body contact ?

LALALA..

i've lot lot of picture to update but

so lazy!

steffie birthday pic .

neverland party pic .

dylan daily pic .

3 more day little dylan will be 25 month old.

so fast!!! i miss him when he was 6month old.

3 more years little tian en or little tian an?

HAHAHA..

P/S

will blog soooonn.

BFFFFFFFFF !

2009-11-09T00:08:00.001+08:00

some one said there's no

best friend forever.

we no need to be the best in

each other heart but

she know me .

stefanie teo -

Dylan Dylan ..

2009-11-07T23:36:00.005+08:00

anyone miss him?

LOL. little update on little dylan.

he still don't know how to walk.

stan on his own longest for 5 sec.

is a super lazy baby -.-

he fall out from the playpan on mon.

OMG. a big ba lu ku on his left head :(

enjoy the pictureesss...

sexy dylan :)

My Little SweetHeart!

P/S

you understand ?

2009-11-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

i'm tired .

super tired !

family -

2009-11-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

went neverland last night

together with baby and co.

stupid baby keep asking me to drink!!!

me & bobo vomited, yet not drunk but super high!

zen is super drunk can and he fall asleep there.

the thai girls thought im thai

and spoke thai with me -__-

i don understand at all!

after neverland bobo ask to go sabai awhile.

so accompany her, meet xiaomei & gladys there.

sabai without ah er & tacky is indeed very -.-

supper with baby and reach home at 5plus.

HAHAHA.. lucky today is me & baby off day!

spend the whole day with little dylan :)

evening time sophia came over awhile.

dinner with in law and now back home to blog.

hope everyday will be like today,

have more time together like a family.

P/S

sweetheart.

2009-11-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

this few days i don feel like eating.

tired but can't get to sleep.

is something happing in me?

i can't find the reason why.

maybe im just bringing stress to myself :p

thursday OFF day! LALALA..

i want to eat tian fu steamboat.

P/s

I want honeymoon.

徐佳莹-失落沙洲

2009-11-01T01:03:00.003+08:00

又来到这个港口没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑驳的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随没你的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手

经过那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海

回头却发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

2009-10-31T00:40:00.003+08:00

roadshow start tmr and i will be station in shop :)

gonna rest early tonight.

wed 28/10

fly then sabai.

have a big quarrel with baby:(

but end up everything was fine. lucky!

thurs 29/10

scarlet hote.

give steffie a surprise .

book a hotel room for her and

blind fold her there.

so cute la!

fri 30/10

at home , blogging.

shall i wait for baby to come home?

P/S

what if one of us let go?

is the matter of time

2009-10-28T00:33:00.004+08:00

Now i know the feeling of staying at home alone.

Now i know how you feel when i party every night.

tell myself is nothing and i must overcome to be fair to you.

maybe im just to use of having you with me when i at home.

3 years.. so use to everything & is so hard for me to get use

of having another type of life now.

reader's you must be laughing at me right now?

this is a agreement -

a agreement between us.

even after married we need to have our own life too.

this is what i told him.

let's talk about something happy!!!

tmr will be celebrating steffie girl 21st birthday.

venue : powerhouse.

next to sabai sabai.

thurs 6 of us will garther and help steffie

to celebrate again :)

P/S

a song : i turn to you!

ruk tae doo lae mai dai" from the album Life by Potato

2009-10-26T00:25:00.001+08:00

ความรักของเธอ เสียงที่บอกฉันว่าเธอห่วงใย
kwaam rak kong ter siang tee bok chan waa ter huang yai
Love of yours, its sound tells me that you're concerned about me.

มือนั้นของเธอ ที่แตะหน้าผากฉัน วันที่ฉันไม่สบาย
meu nan kong ter tee dtae naa paak chan wan tee chan mai sa-baai
That hand of yours that touches my forhead during the days when I'm unwell.

ทุกๆ ฉากทุกตอนไม่เคยจางหาย แม้จะผ่านเนิ่นนานเท่าไร
took-took chaak took dton mai koie jaang haai mae ja paan nern-naan tao-rai
Every scene, every episode, they never fade away even though they had passed by however long ago.

และทุกฉากทุกตอน นั้นคอยตอกย้ำสิ่งที่ฉันเป็น ตั้งแต่เสียเธอไป
lae took chaak took dton nan koi dtok yam sing tee chan bpen dtang dtae sia ter bpai
And every scene, every episode, that kept emphasising the thing that I became since losing you.

ว่าฉันเป็นคนโง่เหนือใครๆ มีรักแท้อยู่ ดูแลไม่ได้
waa chan bpen kon ngoh neua krai-krai mee rak tae yoo doo lae mai daai
That I am a stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it.

จะรู้ค่ามันก็สายเกินไป ปวดร้าวคิดอยากย้อนเรื่องราวแค่ไหน ได้แต่ฝัน
ja roo kaa man gor saai gern bpai bpuat raao kit yaak yon reuang raao kae nai daai dtae fan
Got to know it's value but then it's too late, broken-hearted, however much I thought of reverting the story, I'm able but only to dream.

ต่อจนเหมือนเดิม รูปเมื่อก่อนนั้นที่มันขาดไป
dtor jon meuan derm roop meua gon nan tee man kaat bpai
Stick our picture, which was torn apart, back together.

แต่ทางของเรา จะต่อได้อีกไหม หรือว่าฉันต้องทำใจ
dtae taang kong rao ja dtor daai eek mai reu waa chan dtong tam jai
But will our paths meet again? Or that I should accept it?

เพราะทุกฉากทุกตอนไม่เคยจางหาย แม้จะผ่านเนิ่นนานเท่าไร
pror took chaak took dton mai koie jaang haai mae ja paan nern-naan tao-rai
Because every scene, every episode, they never fade away even though they had passed by however long ago.

บอกหน่อยที่ไหนพอจะมี ประตูให้ฉันย้อนไปคืนวัน
bok noi tee nai por ja mee bpra-dtoo hai chan yon bpai keun wan
Tell me a little, just where there will be a door for me to revert to the nights and days,

ที่ฉันมีเธออยู่ จะขอดูแลอีกครั้ง...
tee chan mee ter yoo ja kor doo lae eek krang . . .
that I had you; I'll take a good care of you, once again...

ฉันมันคนโง่เหนือใครๆ มีรักแท้อยู่ ดูแลไม่ได้
chan man kon ngoh neua krai-krai mee rak tae yoo doo lae mai daai
I am that stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it.

Pls Support!

2009-10-25T23:23:00.006+08:00

http://diamond-dusts.livejournal.com

best deal in town!

kindly support.

their 2nd collection is coming up soon!

P/S

butterfly girls & boy :)

2009-10-24T00:49:00.004+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEARS OLD

DYLAN KOH TIAN LE !

celebration tmrrrrrr...

lalalala!

is not my birthday but

i feel so excited now :)

will upload his birthday pic asap.

i must keep my mood happy

not to affect by other things.

GOGOGOGO ..

P/S

love me or hate me!

tired?!?!

2009-10-22T10:24:00.002+08:00

2 night out with baby ?& co,
Tiring but fun. Steamboat , k-ing.
Tonight supper with greg & co.

looking forward for saturday!
Dearest bb will turn 1years old and
After sat will be a busy month for me.
2 roadshow coming up.

I feel so sick for everything now.
My work & life is like messing up! :(
Just want more time to spend with baby
For bu chang the 3years. But why so hard?

2009-10-19T19:48:00.002+08:00

Went Sabai Sabai yesterday night

to celebrate Darling BoBo 21 birthady.

reach at 11 plus and this is the very first time

i feel sabai is so damm boring -_-

happy birthday song, cut cake and tears

were her best birthday present yesterday night.

while rest of them is crying non-stop

me and xiiaomeiizii trying to make ourself high!

so 3 second - 5 second to make both of us high!!!

then breakfast at sixth ave till morning 8am.

super tired and coma till 4pm :)

Picture Upload In FaceBook Already.

P/S

i want to have my own house.

love & peace

2009-10-16T01:00:00.007+08:00

i've a lot of picture to upload but the vodafone is super -.-

so reader gonna wait till my next off day.

wednesday (yesterday) 14/10

back to work and there's a new guy

in our shop. eh! he like......

don't how to put it in words!

everyone is given a chance.

thursday (today) 15/10

steamboat with bobo darling, mr dog, mr byebye

at katong and back home blogging now.

im so excited!!!!!

SUN- darling celebrating her 21st at sabai.

MON- 3 years of waiting and finally baby is free!!!

SAT- my little dylan boy 1 years old party :)

there's still lot of upcoming event.

OCTBER is a happening month!

SO STAY TUNE .

P/S

Guardian A.n.g.e.l

2009-10-13T21:07:00.003+08:00

bring dylan boy to shop for his birthday outfit together

with baby, mummy and lynn

can't upload the pic now cos my cable is in the room

and he is sleeping soundly right now.

his last afternoon nap 1200 and he wake up at 1400 :)

guess he is really tired.

1st stop was bugis BHG.

saw a pair of shoe but don have dylan boy size ;@

2nd stop was bugis OG.

brought a jumper for him.

3rd stop was United Square.

brought 2 sleeves top,

1 long sleeve and 1 bottom.

im so tired-

goodnight people..

2009-10-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

finally my off day tmr :)
7 days of work was like so tiring can!?!?
baby was suppose to off tmr too but he die die
want go work when his leg can't even walk -.-
really tio poison for his work liao!
gng to bed soon .. goodbye & good night world!

one words : cherish `

P/S
now & then

2009-10-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

i love you , you love me

we are happy family !

14 days to bibi kia birthday !?!?!?!

2009-10-10T00:50:00.003+08:00

will be celebrating little dylan birthday on

24 oct saturday.

time really pass so fast..

till now when i carry dylan and walk around

i still can't believe im a mother -.-

sometime i feel sorry that i can't spend time

with him due to my working hour.

you people must be saying :

you will feel sorry meh? everytime go club,

don even take care of your son.

am'i right?

whatever it is!

but as a mother , no one love

your children as much as you does.

back- date !

2009-10-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

29 sept 09 off day '

same off day as baby so we decided to bring bibi kia

for swimming.

meet zen and headed to tampines complex.

i never swim due to aunty visit :(

so our next off day i must must must swim.

after that went T1 and i thought we wont spend $

for shopping but... i was wrong!

baby spot a disney shop and i like mickey stuff

so grab and act like those cheapo aunty & uncle -.-

after shopping and is dinner time.

have our dinner at MANPUKU.

the food so so lah not really very nice but overall

i give 3 star.

part with zen and went to baby aunt house

after that back to tpy and buy bibi kia stuff.

total damage for the day $300.

i feel like killing myself!

someone pls kill me ..

(above) dylan still look like me more.

(above) dylan scare and he cry!

(above) HAHAHA.. zen u must be surprise !!!

(above) little bibi kia.

(above) ah lynn & dylan

(above) see my little boy so cute right?

MANPUKE @ T1

(above) bibi & his mickey mouse

P/S

with u everything is beautiful!

supper !

2009-10-10T00:07:00.005+08:00

baby , bibi , me

just came back from supper with

greg, charlie & co.

we ate buffer , $9 for one person

and just 15min im full already.

charlie & steffie going bkk on sunday

i gonna miss them alot :(

no one accompany me play.

9 more days to go.

i can't wait!

pls let time pass faster .

P/S

is burning -

sick sick , sick !!!

2009-10-08T22:56:00.003+08:00

i'm having flu for the past three days.

thanks to lynn -.-

she pass it to MIL then me and i pass it to dylan

then baby is down with fever ..

his off day ask him to rest at home but he die die want go work

until his boss ask him to off!

he can one whole month not to offl just to have good sales figure.

ask him to accompany for movie CANNOT!

ok lah at least he is hard working so im happy too.

P/S

addicted .

坏人

2009-10-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

found my new love :

nice and meaningful song.

坏人

那一扇车门

关出我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分

以后就留给你们

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等

总有个人必须牺牲

那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

P/S

sweet dream..

12 more days ..

2009-10-07T02:29:00.004+08:00

went sabai yesterday with bobo and xiaomei

saw liying and mr zhu there too.

back home at 3.30am.

the time is 2:30 am now.

i never go anywhere , just stay at home.

plan to go jogging after work but ......

so stay home and be a good wife and mummy :)

play with dylan , help baby to gua sha and massage.

alright, gonna go to bed now.

good night world , sweet dreams!!!

P/S

12 more days ,

happy 3 years & 5 month honey!

S . A . S . A

2009-10-05T21:54:00.004+08:00

S.A.S.A

those who know me few years back will know

about the story of S.A.S.A.. LOL!

meet up with the girls at town then to guan ming shan then . . .

long story :( then to bishan then back home and they bully my son !

kidding lah, dylan is becoming more and more naughty can.

really bth him!

alright, gonna said goodbye now.

meeting bobo to sabai later :)

2009-10-04T23:14:00.006+08:00

you said can't compare the past and now .

look forward to our future and not to complain .

i waiting :)

15 more days to go !

P/S

i'm a happy aunty now !

3 ye

you or me ?

2009-10-01T20:59:00.006+08:00

i was on mc today and

i'm fcuking pissed off by EVERYTHING!

i think im just trying to be a busybody and

i will let you go ahead with what you think is good for you k!?!?!

i do care but you hack care.. so ?

why should i care?

im seriously so fcuking moody

due to my auntie visit

and everything is so bad for me.

NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME !

18 more days to go ..

P/S

no more daily phone calls .

don't speak !

2009-09-24T23:05:00.005+08:00

just finish my "zhu zha tang" baby brought for me,

and now he is busying playing his iphone game while im blogging :)

another 24 more days i will be a happy girl, i waited for 3 years!!!

finally i can be like normal women and wait for her men to fetch her after work.

we can go watch mid night movie and can have supper together.

this 3 years is really tough for me and i know is more tough for you :(

there's good and bad ..

i don't know if you will change?

i don't know if you will mix around with the wrong people again?

a lot of people is guessing what will happen after 19 oct.

prove them wrong and

i have faith in you and in this relationship :)

&&&&

no more thai disco for me! unless anyone birthday ..

otherwise NO NO NO!

i gonna learn to be a good mother now. LOL!

IM SERIOUS!

few week back was having our family night,

bring dylan down for a walk with his bicycle together with baby ..

dylan boy

baby and xiao baobei

little koh family :)

P/S

everything will be alright.

Radom -

2009-09-23T21:37:00.014+08:00

was at Jia Jie wake yesterday night.

after work rush over and meet sop, audrey

stay at his wake awhile then back home.

bath , eat and wait for bobo to come over and fetch.

while waiting i fall asleep and i have like a short dream of jiajie ,

maybe i think to much.

reach sabai at 2am

me, bobo, xiao mei and gladys.

yup, the four of us only :)

reach home at 8am m lucky i off today.

times up and when people get high will get emo.

so i think of jiajie again suddenly tears flow down and

both bobo and xiao mei cry too. so hard to control!

May You R.I.P .

you will always be remember by every single one of us.

i do things that make him disappointed again

pls trust me ok? i will never make the same mistake again :(

last week off day @ town .

accompany zen to get his LV belt then FD4 3D.

think hardly will have the same off day with baby le

P/S

we will miss you gerald chia jiajie . loves.

R.I.P Gerald Chia Jia Jie !

2009-09-22T12:50:00.002+08:00

i can't believe such thing will happen to you, till now !

remember the love letter we wrote to each other?

you said ten years later we will take it out and see..

yes and it still with me.

remember "shu fang zai"?

i remember the last time i saw you

i was acting as if i don't know you, im so guily :(

MAY YOU R.I.P

you will always been remember.

saturday fever

2009-09-19T23:23:00.004+08:00

is a saturday ...

im at home watching tv , facebook-ing and acc baby :)

i think i will become les one day soon.

one day if bobo or steffie never call i feel so uneasy lo.

i miss my ladies so much but think we really drift apart :(

they is more like my partner then baby !!!

i hope darling bobo is feeling better now. loves always.

some picture with my little king .

enjoy!

next month so many event ~

darling bobo birthday

steffie girl birthday

chua waiwai birthday

gregory birthday

my little dylan one years old !

i and you .

missed again

2009-09-18T23:46:00.004+08:00

sabai sabai again on wed ;)

is always having so much fun together will the girls.

AND baby ask me to control not to always go party

so im here to blog now, while ...

bobo & xiao mei is at sabai ,

charlie & steffie is at Dfly ! :(

baby said one week once is ok.

i want to get my passport done and go to a short gateway asap!!!

don't know why this few days i keep feeling ...

sometime got those excited feel and sometime feel so emo.

something really very wrong with me :(

P/S

i love my people :)

2009-09-15T13:08:00.003+08:00

Went sabai sabai with bobo, xiaomei & co on sat and monday :)

So much fun together especially yesterday. Lol! Hope my dearest darling wont be so moody anymore. Seeing her like so stress out i feel so heart pain!

Tmr will be baby and my off day. Actually plan to watch FD4 with baby and zen but but but baby said don't want he everytime promise to watch and do things together with me but end up? Nothing?

P.s
your love get me home.

2009-09-14T00:15:00.011+08:00

where baby steps will be much more productive than giant leaps.